aviation

hey hey hey..
waddap waddap y'all...

yee.. saya sedang membuat cubaan seorang gangsta..

im in the aviation industry now..

..... **gets up and goes to the toilet and closes the doos**...

..... **in the toilet checking for people. No one in toilet**....


YEAAAAAAAAAAAA.. FINALLY~!!!!

well yeah.. its not that easy for me to get the opportunity.. not that easy for me give for what has been happening for the last 7 years..

still i have discovered i am not as strong as i should be.. but then again kan.. Allah hanya akan memberi seseorang cubaan sekiranya hambanya itu cukup kuat..

bermakna The Almighty must have serious faith in me kan..

Alhamdulillah.. i do not feel loved but in a way I am... so i gotta have confidence that i will blossom into a swan...

A damn cun ted swan who knows how to fly a plane...

Oh Lord im gonna be hot..

buat masa ini saya dah kurus sikit.. sikit je..

at the same time ramai instructor kutuk saya debab..

sedar

tapi sedih kan.. in my house i feel like im the worse..

sian abah dapat anak macam saya...

its also an irony.. why some would look at appearance instead of the insights..

sedih kan... i mean.. if u know me im awesome you know...

~sigh~

i have no prove i am awesome.. so the statement is not valid..

the thoughts remain the same..