sayu.....

2 am.. dah nak raya.. huhuhu... packed everything.. tapi rasa sayu.. why??

kakak takde.. abang balik lambat.. kanda is not my husband(YET...)... yang tinggal...

mama, abah, me, aiman, bibik.... GILE SUNYI!!!!!... Now i understand... its true.. beli la ape pun, buat la ape pun... when u have no one to share it with... its super boredom... miss the old times.. banyak gaduh pun.. the family is complete.. now...

sob....

heheee.... but then.. at least we r not fighting.. or in a crisis.. basically.. everyone is here.. just very far away.. n we're all in peace, safe and happy with each other.. we r a complete family.. just not able to be shown in pictures.. look at da brite side... kakak dah preggers.. abang is doing very well, rezeki mama abah.. alhamdulillah.. me?? im in love with my kanda... and finally.. i can smile with all my heart and my emotions are back to normal.. no more PMS 24/7... yeay!!

the best thing about raya is shopping.. i dapat kasut.. baju n stuff i want.. but when u really think of it.. its loveliest when ur with ur family spending a simple day together.. teman mama shopping.. pilih barang with mama... buka pose as a family...buying kuih for buka pose.. these simple little things.. when u achieve it.. u just feel content and happy seeing the people around u appreciate wateva u provide....

time kat hostel.. haha!! best gak.. masak tomyam.. sup.. brahims.. nasi.. telur dadar.. waaaaa.. makan reramai.... it was beautiful... i miss my frens.. i ngah jiwang ntah nape.. haha!!

anyway.. i need sleep.. esok nak balik kampung.. nak ubat mama.. mama sakit.. i have less than 3 hours.. n i rindu pada owang itu.. hampes..

i know no one exactly knows my blog link yet... but.. oh well..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI... MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...

kanda.. if ur reading this.. i maybe on my way to kedah... miss me lots!! heheee... thank u for saving my soul babe... sayang awak tau.. take care...