tensions rising

you will never know will you?

you will never realise will you?

it will only hurt you, not anyone else..

so you think its like that...

you are very wrong..

very very wrong


as a person who cares so much

as the girl who would do almost anything not to break your heart

you just never get it

you never will

because somehow

in this case, the world revolves around you

and somehow, i hate it when fight happens...

i hate it when insult are spitted out..

i hate it when embarassement happens in a subtle way..

though i understand, i still try to

but i cant react, cant i?

because if i do

i would be the person whom you call

emotional
moody
not understanding
a failure

and i also know

if you are reading this

you wont think im writing about you

of course darling.. im writing about my 'so called boyfriend'

you can think of it that way if you want to

i still pray for the best to the people i love

dont worry, i still love you