HELP NEEDED

tak tertahan untuk dijeritkan
untuk diluahkan
untuk dicontain perasaan itu lagi

saya dah saket jiwa

perkara kecil
tapi

it stabbes you in the heart so bad you realise that life is not anymore worth living

i wont do it

i hope i wont

but for now... let me just scream and say it out loud and clear

why am i saying so??

because a desperately need help

i dont know what to do..

help me....



NAK BUNUH DIRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AVATAR 3D

so i went to watch avatar 3d.. well i wont be talking about the movie avatar here.. because we know very well that that film has been critisized by almost everyone, negative or positive reviews..

i will be talking about the 3d version.. a very short review..

the movie was of course the same.. but worth it. somehow james cameron made it very well.. everything looks so real.. like u are on the same ground.. beautiful i tell you.. splendid..

but yeah.. setakat pemandangan je la.. the story line and all.. yada yada yada

i went for the midnight movie.. konon masyuk la tengok midnight kan.. hell no! saya telah mengantuk.. (not the movie's fault of course).. the special effects on 3d were only amazing during the 3/4 of the movie.. start die perang dah bosan sampai leh tido..

so yeah.. while it is still in the cinemas, sila la tengok.. worth your rm20 i can say

tensions rising

you will never know will you?

you will never realise will you?

it will only hurt you, not anyone else..

so you think its like that...

you are very wrong..

very very wrong


as a person who cares so much

as the girl who would do almost anything not to break your heart

you just never get it

you never will

because somehow

in this case, the world revolves around you

and somehow, i hate it when fight happens...

i hate it when insult are spitted out..

i hate it when embarassement happens in a subtle way..

though i understand, i still try to

but i cant react, cant i?

because if i do

i would be the person whom you call

emotional
moody
not understanding
a failure

and i also know

if you are reading this

you wont think im writing about you

of course darling.. im writing about my 'so called boyfriend'

you can think of it that way if you want to

i still pray for the best to the people i love

dont worry, i still love you

hye, nice to meet you..

ya ya.. telah lama aku tidak memblogging.. dont know why.. tetibe sampai seru kot.. ive been thinking.. since im a movie addict, im gonna write my movie reviews here.. besides all the boring life stories of course..

what have a i been doing for the time being???

LOTS!!!

have i matured??

i think soo... :p

okay for now kene kurangkan tengok movie kerana pengurusan kewangan agak membebankan. (kene cari hadiah untuk seisi keluarga dan juga bf dan juga sahabat dan juga isi minyak kereta bagi kaki gatal yang gatal berjalan. yah!).. wow panjangnya my bracket.. ngahahahaha!

tapi i dont think dis resolution will be a success because i like to watch movies!! yeaaa!!! tepuk tangan kerana anda telah mengenali diri sendiri dengan baik sambil tak reti pegang janji pada diri sendiri..

2 days ago saya telah ke sungai tekala bersama encik ewan, mizah, najwa, fakhrul, anees and azim.. jumpa budak skolah beb! sangat gumbira dowh! so kami makan bbq yang dipanggang sendiri dan bawa nasi goreng dan lagsana dan salad dan pinggang dan sudu dan garfu dan tisu dan air dan ais dan mentega yang baru dibeli dari petronas kerana lupa nak beli minyak.. ngeh..

seronok!! pastu hari ni i sakit kaki yang teramat because i dah lama tak eksesais.. yea!! tepuk tangan sekali lagi kerana anda pemalas.. oleh yang demikian saya telah demam dan hari ini tidak berdaya ke kelas... kerana apabila saya ajar tusyen smalam, dalam perjalan pulang, di traffic light.. saya letak gear N (iaitu neutral, so the car would not move walaupun tak tekan break). sad to say i felt the car was moving backwards and then panic sorang2.. padahal itu adalah kesan pening.. jadi, demi kebaikan diri sendiri, maka beta tidak ke kelash hari ini.. hait!

sigh

haha.. its been a long time... many things happened.. too many to tell.. too complicated.. and yet many things are still coming... i thought that my life would be more simple if i just stay at home and do nothing... boy, i was dead wrong... as wrong as .... well... being wrong lah.... huhuhuu...

nevermind.. too many to tell anyway.. if i go thru the details.. haha.. wah... sedang ym ngan ewan.. nanti la ek

tatot....

DO YOU BELEIVE IN THE SUPERNATURAL??

the underworld??

the objects, livings and community that lives with you. but in another world.. when they exist but you would not be able to see....

would you want to see them??

are they nice???

im not happy.. as my life is spinning...

can these things be crawling into my life... sucking my blood.. eating my veins and medling with my emotions???

ku redha.. ku berserah

exam abes!!!!

exams are finally over.. yeah.. but there are still some things in my mind that freaking annoys me and giving me the creeps... well.. lets pray to God that these kinda things will eventually give you experiences for the upcoming future.. i hate this.. gotta be strong